After Transmigrating into a Sadistic Novel, the Socially Anxious Sickly Beauty Just Wants to Sleep

Synopsis: 

Jian An Mian transmigrated into an angst novel as the sickly bottom.

In the story, the bottom suffered both physically and emotionally at the hands of the top’s stepmother, white moonlight, childhood friend, friends, nephew, secretary, white lotuses, green teas, and so on. In the end, he died of illness in the top’s arms.

The top was filled with unbearable regret and followed him in death. A double-death bad ending.

Jian An Mian checked the timeline. There were still xx years before he was supposed to die.

Jian An Mian slowly rubbed his eyes. “I’m so sleepy. I’ll sleep for a while first. When the time comes, please wake me up so I can go die. Thank you… zZZ.”

…

Yan Zhi Mo awakened and learned that he was the scumbag top in an angst novel. In the future, he would torment the bottom both physically and emotionally, and the two of them would eventually die together.

Yan Zhi Mo decisively took out a divorce agreement and stuffed a pen into Jian An Mian’s hand.

As long as he stayed away from the bottom, the bottom would not die.

“Sign this. We’ll get divorced right away…”

With a plop, the pen fell to the floor.

Startled, Jian An Mian pulled his hand back under the blanket, revealing a pair of cautious, timid eyes. He said shyly, “I-I’m sorry, Mr. Yan. I don’t think I have any strength left. Could you please wait while I recharge first?”

Yan Zhi Mo silently picked up the pen. “…It’s all right. We’ll talk after you wake up.”

….

The top’s stepmother came to the door looking for trouble. Because of his social anxiety, Jian An Mian quietly opened the door a crack and said hello in a tiny voice.

The stepmother looked Jian An Mian up and down with disgust, taking in the way he was wrapped up in three layers inside and out. Then she yanked off the special mask he wore to block out smells. “Showing up in front of an elder dressed like a beggar? Is this your upbringing?”

Jian An Mian smelled her perfume, and red spots of an allergic reaction instantly broke out across his skin. He collapsed weakly to the floor.

“Mian Mian!” Yan Zhi Mo rushed over with his eyes nearly splitting in rage. He shoved his stepmother aside, hugged Jian An Mian, and roared at her, “What did you do to him?!”

Stepmother: “? I didn’t even have time to… No, I didn’t do anything at all!”

Jian An Mian struggled to grab Yan Zhi Mo’s arm. His pitiful eyes were swollen red and bloodshot, and his breathing was labored as he said, “It has nothing to do with Mother. It was all my own…”

“You don’t need to say anything. I understand.” Yan Zhi Mo kissed Jian An Mian’s eyelids, then said coldly to his stepmother, “My mother is dead.”

Stepmother: “???”

…

Later, Yan Zhi Mo coaxed Jian An Mian every day to go outside and breathe some fresh air, afraid that one day Jian An Mian would end up like in the original novel, closing his eyes and never waking up again.

“Baby, wake up. I’m begging you, stop sleeping. Let’s go out and get some exercise, okay?”

“I don’t want to go out!” Jian An Mian’s tears fell like beans that cost nothing. He softly wrapped his arms around Yan Zhi Mo’s neck. “Can we exercise another way instead?”

Yan Zhi Mo’s Adam’s apple bobbed. “…But the doctor said you need more sunlight to promote calcium absorption.”

Jian An Mian’s whole face turned bright red. Biting his lip, he whispered, “We can do it by the floor-to-ceiling window…”

Yan Zhi Mo: “…”

Damn it. No man could endure that!

And so, they basked in the sun by the floor-to-ceiling window.

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Sickly, socially anxious, easygoing, dazed bottom × black-bellied, forceful, hooligan, sadistic top

One-on-one, both faithful and each other’s firsts. Older top and younger bottom, strong and weak dynamic, satisfying, sweet, pampering, happy ending.

Important points:

1. The top awakens at the beginning. There is no world consciousness controlling the protagonists.
2. The white moonlight is fake. The top’s body and heart both belong only to the bottom.
3. Both the top and bottom are straightforward and actually communicate. There will absolutely be no melodramatic misunderstandings, running away, or avoidance.
4. There is no “original top and bottom.” That was only a story.
5. There is a side couple and a story within the story. Avoid this if those are your squicks.
6. Direct sunlight is what promotes calcium absorption. This will be explained clearly in the novel when the time comes.

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One-sentence summary: I only want to sleep. I don’t want to go out.

Theme: If you want to obtain something, you must work hard to fight for it. Before you try, anything is possible. Never give up lightly.