After the Maniacal Alpha Settled Down, She Had a Wife and Daughter - Chapter 29
Yu Sui could no longer distinguish whether the scorching heat in her palm came from her own arousal or was transmitted from Chu Jiayun. While the arrogant and domineering ebony scent took over Chu Jiayun’s heart, she was also parched by the intoxicating fragrance of ice-soul rose.
She prepared to speak, only to find her voice becoming hoarse and gravelly: “If I don’t use an inhibitor, I’ll do something bad.”
Chu Jiayun no longer had the energy to delve into when Yu Sui had discovered her secret. Perhaps it was before, or perhaps today. Any Alpha seeing her current state would no longer doubt who she was.
“Using an inhibitor at a time like this is also harmful to your body. Just go out and let me be alone.”
Will that really help? Yu Sui clearly didn’t believe it. Chu Jiayun’s lips were already bitten and bleeding. The blood was more dazzling and more alluring than lipstick.
Yu Sui’s heart suddenly twinged. She subconsciously raised her hand and gently brushed her lip. The blood had dried a little and couldn’t be wiped off.
However, the pity and concern in her eyes didn’t lessen, which made the vulnerable Chu Jiayun’s heart race and her face flush even more.
“Can drinking my blood help you?”
An idea suddenly popped into Yu Sui’s mind from a TV drama she had watched before. Even without scientific basis, perhaps feeding blood could also combine her pheromones with Chu Jiayun’s.
Chu Jiayun remembered what Bai Shiqian had said before and shook her head helplessly: “It might not be very effective.”
Yu Sui smiled at this: “It’s fine as long as it helps. Whether it’s a lot or a little doesn’t matter.”
She found the first-aid kit at home, which contained needles for glucose testing. She pricked two fingers and tried to squeeze out more blood.
“We shouldn’t miss any method.”
Yu Sui originally wanted to replicate the method from the previous rescue, asking Chu Jiayun to cut her hand to receive her blood. Unexpectedly, the other party suddenly lowered her head and directly took the fresh blood from her fingertip into her mouth.
“Instructor Chu, you—”
Chu Jiayun submitted to her instinct, like a hungry wolf, unable to stand any more delay. She was also like a lost traveler who had been wandering in the desert for a long time, suddenly seeing a crescent-shaped spring, and instantly discarding all pretense of reserve.
The tingling and slight pain in Yu Sui’s fingertips mixed with Chu Jiayun’s nimble tongue and the warmth of her lips, causing her scalp to almost explode.
The blood on her fingertip was licked clean, but the volcano in her heart, once it started to erupt, was hard to stop. Yu Sui gasped, watching Chu Jiayun use her tongue to stop the bleeding on her finger, and then the kiss extended from her fingertip to her palm, and then to her wrist.
Each advance intensified the tremor in Yu Sui’s heart and released her pheromones more thoroughly. She was also quickly losing control. Just as the breaking point was about to arrive, Chu Jiayun’s lips finally met Yu Sui’s.
She slowly parted her lips, making an active invitation: “Kiss me.”
The fire in her eyes was already blazing. The blue glow in the other person’s eyes became the most encouraging catalyst at that moment, making her burn even brighter. The moment Yu Sui pricked her finger, the string in Chu Jiayun’s heart snapped.
If she absolutely had to find pheromones to alleviate the situation today, then let it be Yu Sui. At least, Chu Jiayun’s heart didn’t feel much resistance to being marked by her.
She couldn’t distinguish whether it was the drug’s effect, the pheromones, or her own heart leading the way. In any case, all desires had now merged into one: she needed Yu Sui’s mark.
Yu Sui’s kiss was very inexperienced and gentle. Chu Jiayun urgently sought more, wanting to receive more. She cupped Yu Sui’s face with both hands, lingering in a state of obsession and greed.
Yu Sui’s Alpha nature was stimulated by the other party’s initiative. Being an SS-class, she was domineering and unrestrained, possessing an advantage and talent in this regard that other Alphas couldn’t match.
Her long hair spread across her back, entwining around Yu Sui’s fingertips, like the allure Chu Jiayun emitted, subtly hooking Yu Sui’s heart inch by inch.
Kissing and embracing were the prelude to their voluntary surrender after being attracted by the other’s charm and pheromones. Even though this was an unprecedented experience for both of them, it did not affect the expression that came from instinct.
Chu Jiayun still felt intolerably hot in the air-conditioned room. The folds of her silk shirt became more pronounced.
She swept up her long hair, actively displaying her most precious and vulnerable scent gland to the other person. She needed more than just Yu Sui’s kiss; she needed more actions from Yu Sui.
“You… won’t regret it?”
Chu Jiayun actively exposing her scent gland was a sufficiently clear indication. Yu Sui understood her meaning without her having to say the words “mark me.” It was just that her situation was special, and combined with her being an SS-class Alpha, once marked, it would be difficult for other Alphas to replace her in the future.
But the thought of other Alphas being intimate with Chu Jiayun in the future suddenly made Yu Sui’s heart ache and feel irritated. She faintly hoped that Chu Jiayun would give her an affirmation.
Chu Jiayun didn’t say anything that would further unsettle her, only looking at her.
A moment later, she said tenderly: “I know you’re Yu Sui.”
Afterward, they embraced and passionately kissed again.
**
The room light remained bright. When Chu Jiayun woke up from her deep sleep, it was only evening. Yu Sui was sleeping on her stomach next to her, her face turned in Chu Jiayun’s direction. Looking closely, her eyelashes were quite long.
If not for this unexpected interlude, they should have been passing the hot afternoon at a milk tea shop or cafe, or perhaps on a whim, gone to the dock to feel the scorching heat.
But in any case, it wouldn’t be this current situation. This was her first time in Yu Sui’s apartment, and it was in this manner. She couldn’t help but feel absurd, even laughable, but she couldn’t bring herself to smile.
Did she hate it? Did she hate losing control, did she hate Yu Sui for cooperating? Perhaps a little, but it was far from the point of blaming anyone.
Chu Jiayun also couldn’t forget the moment that pale blue gaze burned her heart, as if it redefined a segment of her life.
The restlessness and agitation were gone, but some things could never go back to before, just like her relationship with Yu Sui. Chu Jiayun lacked her previous enthusiastic fearlessness. Her hand hovered in the air for a moment before slowly falling to gently stroke Yu Sui’s face.
She hadn’t decided how to handle this relationship after waking up. She didn’t need Yu Sui to take responsibility for her. After all, she was the one who initiated it and the one who asked Yu Sui to do it. But she also understood that the powerful and firm request was not solely because of primitive instinct.
At the dinner gathering after she and Yu Sui reunited after a short separation, Chu Jiayun had vaguely sensed this change. However, she chose to exercise rational restraint and had no intention of letting this seed germinate and grow.
There were too many unrealistic obstacles between them. The mere positive feelings weren’t enough to convince Chu Jiayun to risk investing herself. The things she needed, Yu Sui couldn’t provide.
She had been searching for the SS-class Alpha for a long time, and it was only in this situation today that she found out who this person was. Chu Jiayun felt she needed to calm down and think about this problem carefully. She didn’t want either of them to say something that would make things difficult for each other before thinking things through when Yu Sui woke up.
Enduring the soreness in her waist, she gently got up, picked up her wrinkled shirt from the floor, and left without even taking a shower.
When Yu Sui woke up, she was the only one left in the room. She called Chu Jiayun, but the phone indicated that it was temporarily unavailable. She sent Chu Jiayun a message but received no reply.
Yu Sui quickly washed and tidied up and went to the Tian Yuan Hotel, where she was informed that the guest in Room 703 had already checked out.
She knew that Chu Jiayun was intentionally avoiding her. Actually, she hadn’t figured out how to talk to Instructor Chu either. Dating? Marriage? Everything seemed too sudden.
Unable to find Chu Jiayun, Yu Sui was worried, but she also felt a little relieved deep down. This contradictory emotional tug-of-war made her feel frustrated, but she couldn’t tell anyone this secret.
She searched everywhere without a clue, completely unable to guess where Chu Jiayun would go. Bai Jiling might know, but Yu Sui didn’t want to ask her. If she was truly with Bai Jiling, she couldn’t guarantee she wouldn’t explode with anger. If she wasn’t with Bai Jiling, she would inevitably be pressed for a reason, which was also trouble.
However refreshed she had felt in the air-conditioned room, Yu Sui felt equally miserable now, aimlessly searching the streets. The summer in Jingcheng made it hard to settle down.
Chu Jiayun indeed didn’t go to Bai Jiling. After leaving Yu Sui’s apartment, she checked out of the hotel and booked the soonest flight back to Ancheng. She canceled the dinner appointment she had with Bai Jiling, claiming an urgent matter came up. She also temporarily didn’t need Bai Shiqian’s medicine anymore.
She asked Yu Sui to mark her, partly out of need and partly out of selfishness. The other party was an SS-class Alpha, meaning the pheromones were powerfully dominant. After being marked by her, she wouldn’t have to worry about interference from other pheromones, at least in the short term.
In a way, Yu Sui was her medicine, more effective than the kind Bai Shiqian offered.
What Chu Jiayun hadn’t anticipated was another change in her body three weeks after returning. It was no longer the agitation and sensitivity, but something even more alarming.
Although she lacked practical experience, many friends around her had gone through it. Chu Jiayun’s expression grew increasingly serious. She had a rough guess in her heart, but it was one she wanted to avoid for the first time. If this guess was true, it would indeed be very troublesome.
However, medical evidence could not be fabricated. When the familiar doctor informed her of the test results, Chu Jiayun had no choice but to accept the fact, even if she didn’t want to face it: she was pregnant.
Whose child it was didn’t need guessing at all.
She had only been with Yu Sui and had only been marked by Yu Sui. Who else could it be?
A week after returning to Ancheng, she received many emails and voice messages from Yu Sui. She finally sent her one message in reply.
She simply told Yu Sui to forget about that day and not to feel guilty or take any responsibility for it. It was to be considered a consensual indulgence between two adults.
“Jiayun, how are you considering this child?”
Dr. Chen had known her for many years and understood her well, knowing she had no immediate plans to marry. For someone who didn’t even want to get married, suddenly having a child was indeed surprising.
The experienced doctor naturally considered this an accident.
Indeed, Chu Jiayun admitted: “It was an accident. I didn’t plan on having a child.”
“Then you don’t intend to keep it?”
Chu Jiayun hesitated. The simple answer was difficult to articulate at that moment.
“I need to consider it. It should be enough time.”
Dr. Chen sighed softly: “I know your dilemma, but I must remind you that your physical condition can support you through an abortion, but it may not support you to successfully conceive life again in the future.”
This once again put Chu Jiayun in a difficult situation. After all, it was a life, and it might be her only chance to be a mother in this lifetime. To say that she hated or resented this child would be insincere. She didn’t blame Yu Sui.
However, she also didn’t know how to tell Yu Sui.