To Covet (GL) - Chapter 11

Before this, my understanding of intimate contact only existed in my fantasies.

Humans are strange creatures. No matter how you touch other parts of your own body, it only ever remains as “touching.”

But as soon as there is a clear arrow pointing between two people, it means an electric current of unknown intensity and direction is flowing. From simple tickling games, contact with another person is destined to be a nervous adventure.

My hand moved up her side. Her resistance became stronger and stronger. The elastic fabric left about an inch of space for her wrist to move. I watched her slender wrist fighting against the crudely wrapped cloth, like a rabbit caught in a trap. For a moment, I felt the urge to untie her, but in the end, her repeated failed struggles and exhaustion were even more seductive.

I touched the tip of her breast. My fingers curled, and Yu Zhouwan suddenly arched her back like a fish.

With her hands tied together, she couldn’t take her clothes off completely. All the buttons on the front of her shirt were open. Because she was lying down, I had to open my curled hand to fully feel the softness of her chest. And when I bent down to her, I could hear the fragmented sounds escaping through her gritted teeth.

I stared at my creation, mostly disappointed. I didn’t like how she was gritting her teeth and trying so hard to restrain herself. This urged me to increase the pressure of my hand, rubbing that small, delicate lump until it went from flat to erect.

“Yu Keyi…”

“You’ve never called me sister.”

Before Yu Zhouwan could even catch her breath, she suddenly squeezed her legs together. My knees were rubbing back and forth against her private area.

I gave a hard pull on the strap of her knotted bra at her wrist. At this point, she had completely given up control of her body, letting me do as I pleased.

The sitting position had a clear disadvantage. It was easier for Yu Zhouwan to control her hands. Even though they were tied, she could still use them to block me. It was at this moment that she finally realized what the “rope” tied around her wrist was made of. Thinking about the scene where she was forced to be exposed and toyed with, her sanity returned just a little.

“Don’t touch me, Yu Keyi, are you crazy? I’m your sister, not your lover, and definitely not a toy. You…” Yu Zhouwan was speechless. “You threatened me with those photos just so you could do this to your own sister?” She vaguely swallowed a key word in the middle. I couldn’t quite figure out what she was trying to say.

“Yu Keyi, you were so disgusted with Feng Jia and me, but aren’t you the same?”

Bringing up irrelevant people at a time like this was a bit of a mood killer.

I fumbled for the switch on the wall and turned on the night light. The sudden light made Yu Zhouwan shut her eyes and turn her face away.

“I don’t like this.”

She realized I was staring at her and immediately hid herself, burying her face in the blanket. I couldn’t see her expression.

“Then what do you like?” I hooked my hand around her waist to force her to turn her face back to me.

As my tongue moved across her skin, I could still feel the lingering heat. When I tried to taste the tempting red fruit, I began to understand the art of licking. My tongue made imperfect circles around it, occasionally moving swiftly through the center, or staying to suck. When she couldn’t help but make a sound, I suddenly covered Yu Zhouwan’s mouth with my hand, forcing her out of her daze and back into reality.

My elbow was against her back. I could feel Yu Zhouwan pressing down harder to resist. It didn’t hurt, but I hated that she was enjoying it and still pretending to protest. Since she couldn’t get up quickly, I wanted to give her a little punishment to make her behave.

I stopped sucking and rubbing and started scraping with my teeth. The area was already visibly red and swollen, and it was even more sensitive to any touch, including pain.

“Ah…” she let out a broken cry. I deliberately increased the friction, occasionally letting go to let the cold air collide with the warmth from my mouth. I heard the sound of cotton fibers tearing.

The feeling of a combination of an itch and pain made Yu Zhouwan squeeze her legs together.

Her defeated but unwilling look was more adorable than I imagined.

I pulled down her pajama pants without any resistance. She had exhausted all her strength. In the faint light of the lamp, the lingering sweat on her body rose and fell with her movements.

My fingers gently touched the edge, as if looking for a suitable entrance, or waiting for a chance for her to let her guard down.

Fresh fluid had already soaked through the fabric of her underwear, making it damp.

“You’re so obedient.”

I traced my fingers from behind Yu Zhouwan’s ear to the line of her jaw, a condescending, doting gesture. I pinched the inside of her thigh, and a faint red mark slowly appeared on her pale skin.

Yu Zhouwan’s eyes immediately filled with tears. She finally showed the look I had been longing for. I buried my face between her thighs, kissed the plum-like pinch marks, and then bit down on them.

I untied Yu Zhouwan’s wrists, got up to wash my face, and when I came back, she was still lying there. When she heard my footsteps, she sluggishly pulled the blanket over herself, leaving only the messy wrinkles on the bedsheet.

My preference for women actually started with the instinct of who to follow, but it only ever stayed as a preference and an appreciation. I admit that I have always been open to exploring my sexuality, but if I had to delve deeper, there was a sense of avoidance.

My feelings for Yu Zhouwan now are not a sexual awakening. I just think she’s beautiful and fragile. The way she is so composed and unwavering about everything, and the way she entices you to violate and ravage her during sex—such contradictory traits coexist in one person.

I wanted to pull the blanket off her, but she held on tight, not letting me touch her again. The corner that was exposed was covered in messy red marks. I could feel her hardened nipples through the thin air-conditioned blanket. The slippery silk fabric rubbed against her skin, and her face, which had not yet cooled down, flushed instantly.

Although the bra’s fabric was soft, her wrists still had crisscross marks from her struggles.

“Big sister…” I helped her button her pajama shirt and rested my head on her shoulder. “If it hurts, should I rub it for you?”

The next morning, no one noticed anything unusual. Shi Yunya, as usual, knocked on the door to wake them up. Yu Zhouwan woke up instantly. She made sure the blanket was completely covering her before she relaxed her tense shoulders. She got out of bed and found her uniform in the closet. Her movements were fluid and natural—except for when she put on her bra. She paused and looked a bit unnatural.

“I’m not coming to find you tonight,” she said, fumbling through the messy bedsheets. I bent down and picked up her tie from the floor, handing it to her. “You’ll be home on time, right?”

Yu Zhouwan ignored me. She had reverted to her usual untouchable self.

“Big sister?”

I grabbed her wrist tightly. The marks were mostly gone, with only one or two that had broken the skin still visible.

Yu Zhouwan finally came to her senses, lowering her head and hummed a response.