To Covet (GL) - Chapter 30

Our tongues tangled and stirred randomly inside our mouths, haphazardly tracing the edges of wanting to swallow each other whole, occasionally knocking against hard teeth, which only made our tongues feel softer, like a pool of water.

The sweet taste of mouthwash spread. I cupped Yu Zhouwan’s face, slipped my hand under the hem of her shirt, and moved up unimpeded along the contours of her body. I pinched her already erect nipples. A trembling moan joined her disordered breathing from the kiss.

“Yu Zhouwan.”

I increased the pressure of my fingers, and her lower back sank deeply into the curve of my arm.

Yu Zhouwan remained silent, showing a kind of helpless resistance, like prey willingly delivering itself to the hunter. Her eyes reflected a faint light, her features shrouded in shadow, with a deeper color layered onto the darkness, making her expression of waiting for my next move intriguing.

I pushed her away, but she immediately pressed herself back against me, rubbing her lips back and forth against my neck.

“Tell me, if I agree to you and destroy those photos, will you still try to please me and beg me like this?” I touched her earlobe. Without the cover of an earring, every time I touched it, her shoulder would flinch. “This is trading sex for favors, right, hmm?”

I took off Yu Zhouwan’s clothes, gripped her wrist, and pushed her onto the bed. A flash of unwillingness briefly crossed her eyes, and she struggled violently, like a fish out of water.

“Oh, right, I forgot to tell you, I have videos too, not just photos.”

I almost let her escape her restraints. I increased the pressure of my thighs clamping her hips, and she whined in a wronged tone.

“Want to see, sister? Have you never seen yourself lying on the ground being played with until you orgasm?”

Yu Zhouwan suddenly stopped her token resistance. Even her violently heaving chest calmed down. She opened her mouth as if to speak but stopped, her eyes glistening with moisture.

“It’s such a pity you don’t know how pitiful you looked then,” I smoothed the collar I had messed up and picked up her hand, kissing it from fingertip to the back of her hand. “I wanted to fuck you hard.” I bit her knuckle.

She lay there motionless, her eyes vacant, clearly sinking into a state of despair. She seemed to have visualized all her secrets being stripped away, being thrown naked into a crowd and left for them to torture.

I sat close beside her, my leg resting on the edge of the bed.

Teary-eyed Yu Zhouwan was so heartbreaking, yet I was unmoved, observing and appreciating her at my leisure.

“Wanwan, my good sister, if you just behave, why would I ever let anyone else see you looking so begging to be fucked?”

She turned her tear-filled eyes to look at me. I played with her hair, deliberately emphasizing those two words.

Yu Zhouwan suddenly flipped over and pinned me down, kissing me haphazardly while stripping off my clothes. The tears still on her face hadn’t been wiped away, and they felt ice-cold against my chest.

Her assertiveness caught me off guard, both physically and psychologically. Every time we had sex before, I would wait until I was aroused and had a slight reaction before giving the command and allowing her to lick or enter.

Now, I was naked and pinned down by Yu Zhouwan. Ignoring my tightly clamped legs, her fingers pried open the narrow fold of flesh and moved up and down inside, quickly wetting the dry area.

“Yu Zhouwan… be gentler.” I even forgot to use a commanding tone.

The heat rising in my body was instantaneous. The undigested pleasure accumulated into a burning sensation, making her fingers feel cold by contrast. I could feel the complete shape of her finger, where every inch of skin and every bone segment was, and I couldn’t stop wanting to soak it with more overflowing warm fluid.

A second before pleasure was about to pour out, she suddenly stopped the rubbing motion. The blurry vision in front of me cleared up, as if the churning pool water had instantly calmed.

The itchiness that couldn’t find an outlet ceased the moment her finger pushed into the opening. The soreness from the forceful intrusion made me instinctively pull back, but she pressed down on me again and pushed her finger inward, going deeper.

“Let go, Yu Zhouwan,” I pushed at her shoulders, nearly sliding off the other side of the bed. “Don’t you dare stick it in. Who gave you permission to… Ah!” She plunged deeper, past my threshold for penetration, and it was a sudden, forceful movement. The pain made me cry out.

I felt a wave of dizziness. When I came to, she had already pulled my upper body into her embrace. Even though the pad of her finger was circling my clitoris to stimulate pleasure and encourage me to relax, it couldn’t dispel the discomfort of the entire finger intruding.

I gasped for air. I raised my hand, wanting to slap her, but found myself held tightly and unable to move. I wanted to clamp my legs shut to show resistance to the penetration, but I only felt it more clearly. In an utterly unwilling state, I actually bit down on her finger.

She bent the leg I had resting on her arm toward my chest, fully exposing my private area, and then inserted the withdrawn finger all the way to the bottom without any foreplay.

I grabbed her scattered hair and bit down on her shoulder. My teeth left messy marks on her fair skin. Yu Zhouwan seemed immune to pain; she merely frowned and repeated the thrusting motion—pulling out to allow half a knuckle of expansion, then quickly re-inserting.

Despite clenching my jaw fiercely, the alternating feelings of fullness and emptiness made it impossible to suppress the broken whimpers and gasps spilling from my throat. My fingernails dug tightly into her back, terrified that I would be swallowed by the surging waves.

The last sliver of sanity told me that her actions were punitive and provocative. Just a second ago, I was saying she was begging to be fucked, and the next second, I was restrained, watching my own sister play with me. I watched helplessly as Yu Zhouwan’s finger entered again and again without a care, ignoring my protests of pain and completely indifferent to whether I achieved pleasure.

She was retaliating against me with a shameful, humiliating method. Retaliating for me taking private photos and videos of her, and then frequently using them to threaten her, turning her from a good girl into a sexual plaything at my mercy.

Seeing that I lay still and no longer resisted, Yu Zhouwan’s movements became rougher. She flexed her fingers, opening the flesh wider, and then hooked and pressed the inner wall. Before the dilation was sufficient, she immediately inserted two fingers.

The swelling pain that had almost disappeared returned, and in a more intense way.

A wave of nausea rose from my stomach. My pity and obsession for her vanished.

A sudden knock on the door dragged me from my daze back to reality.

“Wanwan, Keyi?” Shi Yunya knocked again. “Are you asleep?”

Yu Zhouwan’s cheeks were flushed red, her mouth slightly open and gasping. She stared at my eyes, signaling me to answer.

“Auntie, we’re already asleep.” The moment I spoke, Yu Zhouwan pushed her index and middle fingers deeper. I gripped the sheet, nearly losing control of my voice and exposing us to Shi Yunya.

I suddenly remembered the door wasn’t locked. My heart pounded with instant panic. I prayed Shi Yunya wouldn’t touch the doorknob.

“Oh, it got colder tonight. I just came to see if you needed an extra blanket.”

“No, we don’t.”

I kicked Yu Zhouwan. In the half-second she was surprised, I quickly sat up straight. Taking advantage of the fact that I didn’t dare make any loud movements, she narrowed her eyes, revealing an inscrutable smile, and used her bent knuckle to circle the area between the entrance and my clitoris.

“Alright then, I’m going back to sleep. You both rest well.”

The sound of her footsteps gradually faded. I lay down on the blanket and breathed a sigh of relief.