To Covet (GL) - Chapter 31

Shi Yunya’s questioning broke the sensual atmosphere, leaving a second of stagnation between Yu Zhouwan and me.

This seemingly insignificant, brief pause brought me back to my senses.

I adjusted my posture, and my body, sunk into the bedding, found its support. I shoved her away with a push and a kick, then flipped over without hesitation to pin her down, tightly squeezing her rounded shoulders until my fingernails turned white.

A patch of blue and purple hickeys covered Yu Zhouwan’s shoulder, the stagnant blood beneath the skin threatening to burst through the barrier at any moment.

Outside the door were the voices of Shi Yunya and Yu Hanyang; inside were two naked people. The intense pain brought Yu Zhouwan to her senses.

Understanding that she was destined to be at a disadvantage in a real confrontation, she immediately reined in her improper behavior, like a naughty child caught doing wrong. She sensibly bowed her head to admit fault, whimpering in pain and begging for mercy. The fluid clinging to her fingers hadn’t been wiped off yet, making her a completely different person from her forceful self a minute ago.

I cupped her calf and draped it over my arm. My other hand reached from her lower thigh to her exposed opening, subtly grazing her labia, forcing her to experience the process of being forcibly penetrated by a finger in a position of shame.

“Why is my sister so fierce? Did you think the things I said made you angry? Or did you think you could fuck me into submission, make me listen to you?”

Her earlobes visibly flushed red.

“Sister, are you always so rough with others in bed?” I pinched her hot ear. “Did you and her ever do what we just did?”

“No…” I released Yu Zhouwan, and she quickly curled up to hide. “We only kissed, and then we tried tying up, and external things…”

“Then can I kiss you?”

She turned her face away, pretending not to hear. I leaned in and kissed her collarbone, moving downward, and grabbed her finger to circle her pussy.

“I let you enter, so why are you still so rough? You made me so uncomfortable, it hurts so much. Should I teach you how to go in so it feels good?”

Yu Zhouwan violently shook her head.

“Don’t refuse, sister. You clearly want it so badly, but you always habitually refuse. When are you going to fix your habit of saying one thing and meaning another?”

“I am not…” She closed her eyes, sobering up from the shame and anger.

Shi Yunya’s voice outside the door suddenly grew louder, then abruptly disappeared. Yu Hanyang must have called her away for something urgent.

“Yu Keyi, stop fooling around. Do you know, if Mom had pushed the door open just now…” Yu Zhouwan realized her rashness had nearly caused a catastrophic disaster. She carefully considered the horrifying possible scenarios in her mind and spoke with a lingering sense of dread.

“She pushes the door open, and then what?”

I scoffed, dismissing Yu Zhouwan’s reproach.

“Now you’re scared? You were thrusting so hard just now. If I hadn’t managed to hold back my scream in front of her, what do you think her reaction would be? Would she possibly rush in and see the two of us—sister and sister—fucking, and then go into a hysterical frenzy?”

The flush on Yu Zhouwan’s face receded. Her anxious gaze shifted between the closed door and me.

“Yu Zhouwan, has Auntie Shi ever lost her temper in front of you? Does she break things, or does she scream?”

“Stop talking.”

“I’m telling you, I don’t care. She’s not my mom. Even if we were caught, it has nothing to do with me, right?”

Although I was mentally prepared to be discovered by them, I appeared completely calm on the surface. Inside, I was still somewhat afraid. Fortunately, the trembling sound caused by the fear was suppressed. Otherwise, if Shi Yunya had caught us in the act of incest and kicked me out, I would probably be too ashamed to face Yang Chun at the cemetery and tell her that Yu Hanyang was living a good life now.

“Yu Keyi, I don’t understand… What exactly do you want?” Yu Zhouwan clutched the sheets, burying her face in the blanket, her voice muffled. She posed a similar question once again. “Are you really not afraid that if this continues, this illicit business will eventually be discovered by Mom and Dad?” she repeated the question.

“What do I have to be afraid of? I don’t need this kind of family,” I lay down, face to face with her. “I know you can’t leave them, sister, so you have to be good and do as I say. That way, you won’t be discovered, understood?”

“You’re not afraid at all? Not afraid to tell them that you took my naked pictures and threatened…”

“I already said I don’t care. Go ahead, please.”

I waved my hand, impatiently interrupting her. I pulled off the blanket covering her body and, smiling, pushed her toward the door.

Yu Zhouwan hesitated and stood up, but before she could take a step, she sat back down.

“Why did you take those photos and videos? You planned all along to use me as leverage to threaten them, didn’t you?” Her eyes were filled with hostility, but I stared her down, and she immediately hid behind her arms.

“You’re overthinking it, sister. Is that really how you see me, as such a vicious person?” I blinked innocently. “I just thought you were so beautiful and wanted to admire you, wanted you.”

“No, not at all…” She lifted her head again, her eyes bloodshot and watery, mumbling, “It’s disgusting, really disgusting…”

“What?”

I thought I had misheard and quickly reached out to grab her. She scrambled to the corner of the bed, large tears sliding down her cheeks.

“Are you talking about me?” I asked her.

Yu Zhouwan was so smart. I guessed she must have seen that my appreciation for her submissive tendencies had far surpassed my intent to exploit her.

Even though filming those illicit videos angered her, I had thought her reason for being angry was that my method of confining her was underhanded, and I even allowed her to bully me back.

I hadn’t expected that she simply hated it all along. She was enduring the sickening feeling and obeying my commands time and time again just to find an outlet for her emotions and retaliate.

And then she used fingering as a way to return the favor for everything I had done to her during this time.

“So you endured the nauseating feeling, hating it to death, but still slept with me so many times?”

I frantically wiped her tears away. My mind was a mess. I couldn’t help but picture her leaning over to lick me and then asking if I felt comfortable. It was all wrapped up with an invisible curse of scorn. The resistance I had previously suppressed came rushing back.

“You don’t like it?” I placed my hands on her neck and slowly tightened them. “Sister, did you mean me when you said ‘disgusting’?”

She no longer showed the yearning for suffocation and pain; she only cried.

I took it as an admission.

Yu Zhouwan looked so pitiful when she apologized and submitted to me. I had self-justified her previous behavior as a form of intimate expression—just as I was overly obsessed with her beautiful body and couldn’t help but want to leave my marks on it, whether they were bruises or wax.

I took it for granted that Yu Zhouwan felt the same way about me, and that’s why she was imitating me, trying to express a possessiveness in an offensive way.

I had confidently told Yu Zhouwan that her acting was terrible, but I didn’t expect to be the first one truly fooled.

She hadn’t had time to put her clothes on properly, making it easy to strip her bare. I wanted to bite her lips, but Yu Zhouwan lay still against the pillow, like a lifeless ragdoll at my mercy. I decided there was no point in forcing her to repeat her words in pain.

Such a lifeless state was truly annoying. Ignoring her sobs, I threaded my fingers through her messy hair to support her, straddled her neck, and pressed my moist core against her dry lips.

Her rapid breaths brushed against me. She couldn’t dodge. With her hair clamped in my hand, she couldn’t even turn her head a little. To breathe, she had to open her mouth, and her tongue touched the opening before quickly retracting.

Her cheek, pressed against my inner thigh, instantly reached a burning temperature.

I moved my waist. Her thin lips were pressed by the weight of my body, feeling the friction from front to back.

The almost-dried desire was provoked again by her helpless and pitiful appearance. Her moistened lips became softer, and her futile resistance further stimulated the deeper folds.

I wanted to kiss those eyes, but the thought that those eyes had perfectly hidden her feelings of disgust made me deliberately put even more weight on her.

The frequency of my waist and hips moving back and forth increased. Yu Zhouwan cried until she was coughing non-stop. Her face was slick with a clear fluid, whether it was tears or my own body fluid, I couldn’t tell.

I got up and put on my pajamas. I instinctively reached out to wipe the hair stuck to Yu Zhouwan’s face. She immediately closed her eyes and shrunk her neck. Her timid and wary reaction left me no outlet for my anger. I decided to ignore her and go sleep on the sofa outside.