No Longer Escaping (ABO) - Chapter 45
Fingers touched her hot skin, and a comfortable moan escaped her lips.
In the dim room, two bodies were intertwined.
A pleasant scent filled the air.
The intoxicating atmosphere made it difficult to tell if it was reality or a dream.
The caresses from the person behind her made Nian Xi moan comfortably, without stopping.
Her ink-black hair was scattered messily on her face, and some strands were stuck to her half-open mouth.
Her half-closed eyes were filled with tears, blurring her clear gaze.
Cold fingertips pinched her nipples, kneading and squeezing them.
Her red nipples were played with until they were hard and tingled.
She tightly squeezed her legs together, but nectar was still flowing from between her thighs.
The breath on her earlobe made her sensitive earlobe turn red and feel itchy.
The person behind her hugged her tightly, resting their head on her shoulder.
Their lips were still licking her scent gland, teasing her into a more lewd state.
The clothes they were wearing rubbed against her naked body, and the rustling sound was intertwined with her moans.
“Nian Xi…”
Their voice reached her ears, low and full of temptation.
“Cui’er…” A small voice came out of her mouth.
Before she could let out her next moan, Li Cui’er’s fingers went into her mouth.
Two fingers stirred her tongue.
She instinctively licked the invading fingers with her tongue and sucked on them with her soft red lips.
Her saliva made the fingers wet and sticky.
Li Cui’er pulled her fingers out and used them, covered in Nian Xi’s saliva, to touch her erect nipples, which made her tremble slightly, and a tear slid down from the corner of her eye.
When the fingers went inside her, her body suddenly tensed up.
“Nian Xi’s inside is so tight…”
Li Cui’er’s voice echoed in her ears, but even though she was right behind her, her voice felt further and further away.
Nian Xi suddenly opened her eyes and realized it was just a dream.
In the dim room, she was lying alone on the bed.
The sticky feeling of sweat made her very uncomfortable.
She took her hand out from under the blanket and saw that it was covered in her own fluids.
Nian Xi immediately felt ashamed.
She frantically wiped off the fluid.
Her lower body was a muddy mess.
Her entire bottom felt wet.
She threw off the blanket and saw that the bed underneath her was already wet from the fluid she had released.
She froze on the bed, not knowing what to do.
When Li Cui’er returned, she found that Nian Xi wasn’t in the room.
She looked for her but couldn’t find her.
Nian Xi’s strong scent had also returned to its original state, faint and everywhere, so she couldn’t pinpoint her exact location.
“Splash!”
The sound of water caught Li Cui’er’s attention.
She quickly followed the sound.
She gently pushed open the half-closed door and saw a naked Nian Xi soaking in a bathtub.
Her black hair was spread out in the water.
Her back was to the door, so she didn’t notice Li Cui’er’s arrival.
Seeing her taking a bath, Li Cui’er suddenly felt embarrassed.
She quickly turned her gaze away, about to leave quietly.
But the weather had turned cold.
If she was using hot water, there should be steam coming from the bathtub.
She noticed something was wrong and went to the tub, putting her hand in to test the water.
It was bone-chillingly cold.
“This is cold water,” she said suddenly.
The unexpected voice startled Nian Xi.
She jumped up from the water, splashing water all over Li Cui’er.
Nian Xi, who had just snapped out of it, frantically tried to wipe the water off her.
“I’m sorry… I’m sorry…”
Her trembling tone made Li Cui’er uncomfortable.
It seemed as if Nian Xi’s reaction was a reflex, and she seemed very scared right now.
She grabbed Nian Xi’s hand, which was frantically patting her.
“Nian Xi?”
“I’m sorry…”
Her frantic and fearful eyes were so heartbreaking.
Li Cui’er gently touched her cheek, comforting her.
“It’s okay…”
Gradually, Nian Xi came back to her senses.
Shame crept up on her.
She quickly separated herself from Li Cui’er.
She shyly used her hands to cover her breasts and private parts.
Looking at her fragile body and the marks on her skin, Li Cui’er’s face showed sadness.
She took a cloth from the side and wrapped it around Nian Xi.
“I’ll go get you some hot water…”
She took Nian Xi’s hand and led her to the kitchen.
Li Cui’er was worried she was cold, so she first lit a fire pit for her and told her to sit by it to warm up.
She then knelt by the fire and started heating water.
The two of them were silent.
The only sound in the kitchen was the crackling of the firewood.
Nian Xi sat by the fire pit, looking at Li Cui’er, who was seriously tending the fire.
She noticed the grim expression on her face, which made her feel sad.
She lowered her head and tightened the cloth wrapped around her.
Even with the fire pit, she still felt cold.
She curled up in a ball and shivered.
Li Cui’er occasionally looked up and saw Nian Xi shivering from the cold.
She froze for a few seconds.
She had wanted to go over and hug her to warm her up, but she thought it was inappropriate, so she did nothing and continued to look at the fire.
Li Cui’er prepared the hot water for Nian Xi and left the room.
She sat on the wicker chair in the yard, thinking about the scars on Nian Xi’s body.
She couldn’t imagine what she had been through.
Those fearful eyes and that trembling body, it was as if she would break if she was touched.
Nian Xi soaked herself in the hot water.
It was completely different from the bone-chilling cold before.
The hot water enveloped her body.
She looked at the scars on her body and gently stroked them.
She was afraid to face the memories of her past.
Every scar represented a painful memory.
She pulled her long hair back, covering her body.
She didn’t want to face those painful memories.
Nian Xi’s bed was washed, and Li Cui’er didn’t have a spare bed, so they had to squeeze into Li Cui’er’s bed for the night.
They lay with their backs to each other.
Even though they knew the other person was awake, neither of them spoke.
Li Cui’er’s eyes were open, staring at the pitch-black space in front of her.
Only when she heard the steady breathing from the person behind her did she dare to slowly turn her head.
Looking at the sleeping face of the person in front of her, Li Cui’er fell into deep thought.
Why did she like Kun Ze?
When she was little, she never met her birth parents.
She had been living with her grandpa since she was a child.
At that time, the village was thriving with many kids her age to play with.
She had a cheerful personality and naturally became the leader of the kids in the village.
Until a strange little girl came to the village.
She was around the same age as her, but her clothes and way of speaking were completely different from them, the country kids.
At that time, she was ignorant and thought the little girl was weird, so she would always tease her.
But the girl didn’t mind and would always share her food with her.
Eventually, the two of them became good friends.
As they grew up, they both became Kun Ze.
In the beginning, Li Cui’er didn’t care as long as she could be with her.
Until she got married and left the village.
Watching her leave in the carriage, slowly disappearing from view, Li Cui’er felt her heart bleeding.
She didn’t know when she had developed these feelings for her, a fellow Kun Ze.
She never said anything until she left.
The most intimate moment they shared was that hug when she said goodbye.
She didn’t dare to tell her how she felt.
They were friends, and she was afraid of losing that relationship.
But not saying anything only maintained the relationship for a little while.
She was going to leave eventually.
Her grandpa had asked her what she would do if she didn’t get married and became lonely.
At that time, she would cleverly reply that having her grandpa was enough and that he would live to be a hundred.
But now…
Looking at Nian Xi in front of her, Li Cui’er’s eyes unknowingly filled with tears.
She gently lifted the blanket and walked out of the room alone.
The biting cold wind blew on her face, drying the tears on her cheeks.
Nian Xi would also leave one day, so it was better to keep their relationship this way.
They would take it one day at a time.