A L*st at First Sight (Lily Futa) - Chapter 12

Liu Yuelan turned on the bedside lamp, leaned against the headboard, and touched her burning cheeks with the back of her hand. Her heart was beating very fast.

Only heaven knew how difficult it was to pretend to be asleep, especially under someone’s blatant gaze. Luckily the lighting was dim; otherwise she would have given herself away long ago.

Actually, the moment she was startled outside, her mind had already cleared up. That little bit of beer meant nothing to her. She had just drunk it too quickly and too fiercely, so she felt a little dizzy.

At first her body and mouth couldn’t keep up with her brain. She still couldn’t walk normally, and there would be long pauses when she spoke. But after sleeping a little in the car, by the time she was tossed onto the bed she was completely awake. However, she didn’t want to wake up. She wanted to see what Yu Qianlin would do.

At that time she had no real expectations. After all, she knew Yu Qianlin’s personality very well — especially when the other woman only dared to touch her after wrapping her up tightly in the quilt. It almost made her die of frustration from how awkward and stubborn she was.

What happened afterward was a scene she couldn’t even dream of.

When Yu Qianlin’s heavy breathing landed on her face, Liu Yuelan thought more than once about reaching out to press the back of the other woman’s head and kiss her. She could even flip over and pull the person onto the bed.

Restraint, restraint. Letting her take the initiative to kiss her would be the best mockery for this stubborn-mouthed woman.

But when Yu Qianlin’s kiss finally landed on her hair, she went crazy inside and regretted it to death. This woman really wanted to drive her insane. Although lesbians were generally quite timid, this was too timid, wasn’t it?!

Afterward, Yu Qianlin only rubbed against her hair like a little puppy, sniffing here and there, which left her very disappointed. With how cowardly she was, if she woke up now, would it scare the woman so badly that she wouldn’t dare see her for the rest of her life?

Only when she heard a few suppressed gasps did the complaints in her heart stop. She pricked up her ears and listened for a while longer, becoming even more certain of her guess.

She was masturbating.

She was touching her own hair and sniffing her scent while masturbating.

Liu Yuelan secretly clenched her legs. When she heard Yu Qianlin gasping and calling her “Ah Lan,” her own lower body also became a little wet.

Many friends called her that, but this was the first time she had heard it from Yu Qianlin’s mouth. Or rather, Yu Qianlin had never called her by name before. Now hearing that address in this kind of moment made her own breathing start to become disordered.

Accompanying her name was a slippery, wet sound that made her body heat up and her legs begin to rub together secretly.

After a seductive muffled groan, the bed shook a few times. Yu Qianlin’s suppressed moans made her lower body so wet it was unbearable.

While recalling it, Liu Yuelan reached between her legs over her panties. Her fingers were already damp. She slipped them directly inside her panties and touched her swollen, hardened clit. She tilted her head back and panted, her middle finger moving faster.

“Ah Yu… Ah Yu, fuck me, mm ah… faster, I love you so much, Ah Yu… fuck me harder, ha mm… mm…”

Liu Yuelan’s thighs lightly rubbed against the bedsheet. Her fingers lingered in her wet pussy. Her clit, which had just orgasmed, was still very sensitive. One touch made her tremble uncontrollably.

She opened her eyes, gaze hazy. Her mouth was still quietly calling “Ah Yu.” She fantasized that it was the other woman’s fingers caressing her. Another gush of slick fluid flowed out of her hole.

Her body finally calmed down. She tore off a few tissues to clean her lower body, got out of bed, turned on the light, and prepared to take a shower. Seeing the wads of toilet paper she had placed on the table, she blushed, carried them to the trash can, and was about to throw them in when she saw the toilet paper already lying inside.

There were several wads. The bottom ones were still wet. Her face turned even redder. She looked at the toilet paper in her own hand, bit her lip, and threw it in too. Thinking that their bodily fluids were touching in this way, she actually felt a little shy.

She clearly wasn’t some inexperienced little girl tasting sex for the first time, yet just one session of masturbation could make her feel sweet and shy.

“Yu Qianlin, you really are something.”

She complained with a pout and went to the bathroom to shower.

Meanwhile, after leaving the room, Yu Qianlin went to the front desk and bought two bottles of beer. She carried them to the parking lot, found her car, placed the beer on the roof, and lay directly on the hood with her hands pillowed behind her head, looking at the stars.

As she watched, tears unconsciously flowed from the corners of her eyes again. She didn’t bother wiping them, letting them disappear into her hair.

She cried silently like this for a long time. Then she sat up, bit open the bottle cap with her teeth, and gulped down half a bottle of beer. The cool mountain breeze blew over her, and the ice-cold beer entering her stomach made her shiver uncontrollably. As if she didn’t feel the cold, she took several more gulps.

After finishing one bottle, she looked at the pitch-black mountain valley ahead. Her thoughts seemed to be swallowed by it as well.

The cicadas were very noisy.

It would be nice if mosquitoes evolved to the point where their bites didn’t hurt or itch.

There were so many stars in the sky, but on the ground there was only her alone.

Darkness represented the unknown, so there would be hell as well as heaven.

Consciousness brought pain, and the body would eventually decay.

……

“You little slut, so tight. Hiss, what are you clenching for? You’re already this wet, so fucking horny! Can your husband satisfy you alone? What are you afraid of? Scream, hurry up!”

Yu Qianlin’s wild thoughts were interrupted by the man’s filthy words and the woman’s moans. Her expression turned gloomy. She frowned, jumped off the car, got inside, and pressed the horn hard a few times.

After it stopped, the surroundings became quiet again. She glanced to the right, connected her phone to Bluetooth, opened the car door, turned the car speakers to maximum volume, and pressed play.

“Guanyin Bodhisattva, when practicing the profound Prajñāpāramitā, perceived that all five skandhas are empty and crossed over all suffering and affliction. Śāriputra, form is not different from emptiness, emptiness is not different from form. Form is emptiness, emptiness is form. Feeling, perception, volition, and consciousness are also like this…”

Before long, the sound of a door closing came from the right, and the two people hurriedly left. The man even specially cursed as he passed her car and spat on the ground.

After they left, Yu Qianlin turned the volume down, changed to a quiet song, reached up to grab the other bottle of beer from the roof, lay back against the seat with her feet propped on the car door, and took small sips.

After Liu Yuelan came out of the bathroom, she sat directly on the stool and stared at Yu Qianlin’s bed with a puzzled expression.

While showering, she had calmed down from her initial excitement and thought of the most important question.

Since Yu Qianlin clearly had feelings for her, why did she repeatedly reject her advances and even push her away?

Yu Qianlin was definitely the same as her. Her gaydar had gone crazy the first time she saw her. Later, when she discovered that Yu Qianlin had secretly helped her but refused to admit it, and not only avoided her gaze but also pretended to be dumb about her probing, she became even more certain that Yu Qianlin was gay.

In their subsequent interactions, Yu Qianlin had perfectly played the role of an extremely timid lesbian.

Liu Yuelan stood up and paced with her head lowered. Could it be that she had been too straightforward and made Yu Qianlin think she was straight?

No way, right? She had practically written “I’m pursuing you” on her face, and Xiao Li had definitely already noticed!

Besides, did she not look gay enough? Liu Yuelan picked at her neat fingernails, feeling that she must have overlooked something.

She recalled what Xiao Li had said to her today. If a bystander could see clearly, then Yu Qianlin had actually been very special toward her. So why, if she liked her, did she still reject her from time to time?

Liu Yuelan stood with her hands on her hips, looking at the spot where Yu Qianlin had squatted earlier. She frowned as she recalled the details from just now.

After Yu Qianlin came, she hadn’t gotten up immediately. She had vaguely heard another sound. It wasn’t moaning… it sounded like… sobbing?

She squatted down and looked at the edge of the bed. On the bedsheet she saw a few water stains. She could be sure they weren’t from what she had done earlier. Yu Qianlin’s masturbation position couldn’t have splashed liquid here either. So it could only be…

“Tears?” Liu Yuelan touched the bedsheet and murmured to herself. “Ah Yu, why were you crying? Does it have anything to do with me?”

Liu Yuelan lay down in the spot where Yu Qianlin had been earlier and closed her eyes. When she got up again, her expression was firm and her eyes were full of gentleness.

Ah Yu, as long as I know that you like me, I’m willing to wait. I’ll wait until you personally tell me your difficulties. Until then, no matter how you treat me, I won’t give up.

She tidied up and lay on the bed without turning off the light. While playing on her phone, she waited for Yu Qianlin to come back, but ended up falling asleep like that.

The next day, Liu Yuelan was woken by the noise in the corridor. She irritably rolled over, wanting to continue sleeping, but the noise in the corridor grew closer. It turned out to be the hotel’s wake-up service, reminding guests to go out and watch the sunrise.

Liu Yuelan wasn’t interested in the sunrise. She was in a terrible morning mood. When the staff knocked on her door, she pulled the quilt over her head. After the outside became quiet again, she pulled the quilt down a little to expose her nose, squinted for a few more minutes, then suddenly opened her eyes. She turned her head to look at the opposite bed. It was exactly the same as last night. She sat up abruptly, hurriedly washed up, and went out.

The moment she stepped outside, she shivered from the cold. She had come out in a hurry without wearing a jacket. Rubbing her arms, she looked around. At this hour it was still early and there were hardly any people. She didn’t know if they had all gone to the sunrise viewing platform. After asking the front desk for directions, she hurried over, but she couldn’t find Yu Qianlin.

With no other choice, she returned to the hotel entrance, turned in place a few times, suddenly remembered a place, and ran there.

Looking at the sleeping Yu Qianlin through the car window, Liu Yuelan panted while holding her waist and smiled happily. She reached out and stroked her face through the glass. After catching her breath, she moved to the passenger side, tentatively opened the car door, got in quietly, and closed the door softly.

She turned her head to look at Yu Qianlin. The other woman was covered with her jacket, the lower half of her face tucked inside the clothes. Her eyes were a little swollen and red. Liu Yuelan leaned closer to take a look and felt a pang of heartache. She wondered if Yu Qianlin had run here alone last night to be sad. Then she saw the empty beer bottles in the car and her heart twisted into a knot.

Before long, a ray of sunlight shone in through the car window. Liu Yuelan looked at the sunrise rising on the left. It was indeed very beautiful. Her gaze shifted slightly. The sunlight spilled onto Yu Qianlin’s face. Up close, she could even see the fine fuzz on her face. Her eyes swept over her face again and again. She reached out to pull down her clothes a little and stared at her lips.

The corners of Liu Yuelan’s mouth lifted. Without hesitation, she leaned over and steadily captured her lips.

Watch closely, Ah Yu. This is what stealing a kiss really is. I’ll only demonstrate it once.

After gently sucking on her lips for a moment, Liu Yuelan reluctantly pulled away. She didn’t want to wake the person and make it seem like she was the one taking advantage first. Clearly, it was Yu Qianlin who had harbored ill intentions toward her first.

After stealing the kiss, she was in a great mood. Looking at the lush green trees outside and the rising sun, she felt that everything was full of vitality and hope.

Before long, Yu Qianlin was woken by the glaring sunlight. She frowned and rolled over, ending up facing Liu Yuelan’s side.

Liu Yuelan also turned sideways to look at her. When she slowly opened her eyes, Liu Yuelan smiled and greeted her, “Good morning, Ah Yu. Did you sleep well?”

Seeing Yu Qianlin’s dazed look and how she blinked blankly a few times, Liu Yuelan’s heart melted into a puddle. She reached out and ruffled her hair. When she withdrew her hand, Yu Qianlin had already woken up completely. She sat up straight, looked at the current situation, and opened the door to get out.

Liu Yuelan quickly followed, humming a tune as she walked behind her.

Yu Qianlin didn’t understand how a person could change so much. It had only been one night, yet today no matter how cold she was, Liu Yuelan responded with a smile. Her words were full of tolerance and thoughtfulness, and her eyes even carried a hint of… maternal glow? She put her hands in her pockets, no longer paying attention to the strange woman behind her, and walked back to the room with her head lowered.

“Aren’t you going to eat?” Liu Yuelan closed the door behind her.

“Not eating.” Yu Qianlin threw her jacket onto the bed, lay down directly, and pulled the quilt over herself to sleep.

Liu Yuelan folded her jacket neatly and placed it on her own bed. She took out her laptop from her bag, turned it on, didn’t use the mouse, put on her earphones, and worked while listening to music. Occasionally she would glance at Yu Qianlin when she turned over, watch her for a moment, and then continue working.

Yu Qianlin slept in a groggy state. She didn’t know if it was because the pillow was too low or the bed was too soft, but when she woke up she felt terrible — her waist and back ached and her head hurt. She placed the back of her hand on her forehead to clear her mind and suddenly wondered why it wasn’t because she had slept in the car the night before.

Last night…

Thinking of this brought another wave of headache. She opened her eyes and looked around the room. Liu Yuelan was busy in front of her computer with a serious expression. This was the first time Yu Qianlin had seen her working. She looked much more serious than usual. Only now did she truly feel that Liu Yuelan was a boss with strong working ability, far from the idle person who only knew how to eat, drink, and have fun that she usually appeared to be.

Yu Qianlin smiled bitterly in her heart. If Liu Yuelan knew that this was the image she had of her in her mind, would she be especially angry?

While lost in thought, Liu Yuelan happened to turn around. Seeing that she was awake, she happily took off her earphones and turned toward her. “You’re awake? You must be hungry. I brought breakfast. Come and eat.”

Yu Qianlin lowered her eyes, got up, and went to the bathroom to wash up. When she came out again, the table had already been cleared. Liu Yuelan was arranging the breakfast and calling her over. Noticing that Yu Qianlin’s eyes were still a little swollen, she softened her voice. “Eat quickly. It’s already getting cold. You really can sleep. It’s almost 10 o’clock already.”

Yu Qianlin slowly chewed the steamed bun, took a sip of porridge, and didn’t speak.

Liu Yuelan was also starving and stopped talking, focusing on eating.

After the meal, Liu Yuelan took out two tickets. “Xiao Li gave them to me. They’re passes for the nearby scenic spot. Since we came all this way to play, do you want to go take a look?”

After eating, Yu Qianlin had regained some energy. She took one ticket from her hand and walked out.

Liu Yuelan quickly slung a small bag over her shoulder, packed various things, and followed her.

Along the way, Liu Yuelan quietly followed behind Yu Qianlin, keeping one body’s length of distance. She watched her stop and go, with a smile always on her face.

Yu Qianlin stopped in front of a map in the park, looked at it for a while, then walked toward the lakeside. She sat in a pavilion and looked at the lotus flowers on the lake surface. Liu Yuelan sat on the other side and secretly took photos of her with her phone. Even when discovered, she didn’t hide it and continued “stealing photos” openly in front of her.

Yu Qianlin frowned slightly, turned her back, and stopped looking at the flowers.

“I won’t take any more. You can look.” Liu Yuelan moved closer and said ingratiatingly.

Yu Qianlin ignored her and lowered her head to play with her fingers.

Liu Yuelan watched her sitting there in a daze with a gentle expression. When Yu Qianlin finally noticed, she felt uncomfortable all over and stood up to leave again.

When checking out and going down the mountain, Yu Qianlin gave her car keys to Brother Wang and walked down the mountain path with everyone else.

Along the way, Liu Yuelan followed very closely. Yu Qianlin had no chance to ask anyone else for a ride. She dawdled all the way to the foot of the mountain. Liu Yuelan quickened her steps, opened the rear car door, and gestured with her eyes for her to get in quickly.

Yu Qianlin grabbed her bag strap, put on her cap, walked over, quietly said “thank you,” and got in.

Liu Yuelan closed the door, sat in the driver’s seat, and turned to her. “The drive will take a long time. You can lie down and sleep for a while. I’ll wake you when we arrive.”

The thought that Yu Qianlin had originally wanted to sleep the whole way somehow disappeared. She sat up straight. “Just drop me off at the nearest subway station.”

“It’s fine. Do you mind if I play some music?”

Yu Qianlin pulled her cap lower. “I don’t mind.”

Gentle piano music flowed through the car. Before long, Yu Qianlin fell asleep again in the steady-moving vehicle. When she woke up again, the car had already stopped downstairs at her apartment. She rubbed her face to wake herself up quickly.

“You’re awake?” Liu Yuelan put away her phone and turned to look at her. “How did you sleep? Are you tired?”

Yu Qianlin gave her a strange look, picked up her bag, quietly said “thank you,” and opened the door to get out. Only after her back was no longer visible did Liu Yuelan smile and drive away.

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Yu Qianlin: There’s a weird auntie around.